her mum broke down in front of us the moment she came out of the room..

the docs said the condition is not looking good and they cant do anything..

the lungs and liver are not functioning at all..

and they have stopped the palates transfusion into her body..

to be exact.. shes just waiting for time.. =(

initially her left foot which rotted have been cleared but now it right foot's turn..

her mum said her mental/emotion/temper was very unstable and she have not been herself for the past few days..

her mum allows us to go in and see but to find out shes tearing and keep asking where did her mum go..

she must have called out her mum while she was outside talking to us..

she complained her right foot was in pain.. very pain in fact.. so we called the nurse in..

i think the nurse was stupid to ask "do you want morphine or you want us to change the dressings?" and my receptionist ask again "you can do the dressings now issit?" and the stupid nurse actually said "if you want us to do.. then we do it for you lo.." and i think my recept was frustrated and said in her weak but pissed off tone "of course i would want you to do now.." and i was also irritated by the nurse so i just told her JUST DO THE DRESSING FOR HER NOW..

my receptionist appeared very scared with cough and difficulties in breathing.. i can only comfort her no worry.. god is with you.. and start praying in tongues..

i think her mum is struggling coz they did not let my receptionist know how bad her condition is.. i can only said trust in god.. rely in god..

my manager asked did i cry when i was there.. i said no i didnt.. she ask how come? 

i dont think i should cry at the point of time especially when what her mum needs is support from others.. if i cry.. it'll make her mum even more sad.. 

as a friend.. theres nothing much we can do but to be the stronger party for them to lean on..

i so hope to tell my receptionist to repent and renounce her sins of lesbianism and let god come in completely.. but the words seems to choke inside my mouth.. =..(

the whole family are christians including her..

the hospital bills are killing the family.. our company staffs could only donate that much.. but they still did not give up on her..

thus.. to my fellow friends.. i hope you keep my receptionist Anna in your daily prayer.. she needs god and shes still young.. its too much for her to suffer all these pain..