as me was doing the collage for my kitties.. tears start flowing that me just cant continue.. m missed them so muchz.. :.( everyday m will check on spca website to see if any of them are in the adoption gallery.. bt till now none was up.. its been 3mths since they were taken away from me.. but that scene was still fresh in my head when m've to bid them goodbye and take off the leash from them.. :.(

people once told me m dont feel sad when all the cats were gone..

to me.. as long as m dont keep thinkin about them.. avoid all pictures about them.. m wun get too emotional.. but right now as me go thru the pictures about them.. m cant help but to feel sad again..

dear kitties..

m sorry that m cant take care of you all.. m sorry m cant provide shelter food and care for you all anymore.. m sorry that you all have to suffer and being abandon by me.. m sorry m dint do my job well to take care of you all.. m sorry that all of you have to be separated from each other and live on your own.. m sorry that m cruel to dami that m took the 10 of your to spca and left dami alone in the house which she ran away after your left.. m really sorry..

dami, mimi, arsenal, manU, liverpool, newcastle, blackburn, chelsea and 3newborn kitties which m yet have the chance to name them..