updates..

21st april - all my 10 cats were sent away.. to spca to be specified.. m cried so hard on tat day.. when m unleash their collar belts.. it juz like giving up ur children away.. m was left with Dami to play with..

23rd april - my papa underwent an operation at gleneagles.. which only haf 20% of recovery rate if not will be paralysed from neck down.. thank god for his healing.. we got hold of that 20%.. thanks all for all the prayers.. it was a day that somehow will determines my future.. coz alot of things has to be done and taking care of my papa will be a problem too if the op was unsuccessful..

my hse is in the midst of spring cleaning and renovation.. so tat my papa will haf a cleaner and spacious place to stay after his discharge from hospital..

30th april - he was transfered to AMK hospital for rehab and staying der for a month.. my dami ran away from home..probably she missed her kids which m sent away.. shes lost her appetites and been howling ever since the 10cats left.. mayb she felt lonely and not used to being alone in the house..

9th may - my first start of exam paper.. which m dun tink m will make it thru at allz.. coz m din even study and no heart to study no time to study and m tinkin of quitting school.. m tired of the exam stress.. n m hafin this finanical problem which m always facing.. tsktskz!

being shuttling between home and hospital to visit my papa all these while and m abit wear out..

18th may - end of my last paper.. which m decided to quit school.. coz m din do well on the previously.. the qn did not out come as what m've studied.. it was on news abt the printing error in the exam paper too.. but nevertheless.. its too late.. m duno how would they gona moderate the paper.. aniwayz.. m quitting school le.. :/

19th may - received news early in the morning.. my grandma passed away.. another blow for me.. 5days of funeral was held..

lalalalllalaaz.. m tink m've cried enuff.. broke down enuff and been thru enuff of these.. m tink m just wanna rest well.. and tinking of wat job should m apply.. m cant be bothered with other things and dont wish to use my brains animore.. :) m wanna earn lotsa lotsa lotsa marnee! somebody pamper me!! hhahahaa..