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![]() Cynthia Sarah girl housewife-to-be purple-ish orangieous m00n 31/07 * Living Word * * CATs0ng *
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* Wednesday, May 31, 2006 * heyoz.. m back here once again.. was m missed?? well obviously not to some.. nothing about me.. today marks the end of my exams and starts of my freedom.. a freedom that m yearns for long.. okiz.. lets talk about my exams.. the least favourite of all.. once again m did not do very well.. and m have no choice but to drop one of my module as it was really too heavy for me to take just within that one same day.. and m might have to repeat for another year if m dont pass that 3modules which are the pre-req for my 3rd year.. the month of May past so slow that m almost died-ed.. m would say the month of May was the lowest point in my life.. moodswings max and eat non-stop.. m have countless of sleepless nights which made me stay wide awake till sunrise at 6+am.. but m was extremely tired and dozed off when m was studying my notes!! thats so ironic! and m tot m could sleep in the afternoon.. but m still cant get to sleep at all!! argh.. mr [u] said m too stressed.. and suggested me to go see a doc.. hahaha.. m seldom see a doc unless m THAT sick! lOlx m studied till a point that m almost wanted to give up and just come out and work so that m dun need to go thru all these exams shitz.. it always happened in 2nd yr coz you were neither here neither there.. it happened to me during my poly yr2.. m suddenly told my papa that m wanted to quit school.. while m was studying for MST! can you imagine it was only a MST and yet m wanted to give up.. my kors scolded me dun be crazy and just finish it through and get a decent diploma while my papa said this "its easy to give up now.. but it will be difficult when you want to pick it again.." and here once again.. m having this "give-up" thingy in my mind floating.. m also duno why did m choose this IT line where m dun really like IT.. moreover fixing coms.. or study the development of IT?! did m really make a wrong choice? but it was a pleasure to know the IT stuffs and not being an IT idoit who duno anything about computers.. ever since the first paper started.. it had never been smooth.. 1st paper was bad.. 2nd paper was worst.. 3rd paper was gone.. coz m lose all the concentration for studyin that module and just went and take the paper using my poly knowledge *may god bless me*.. yesterday while studying for my 2papers today with ZERO concentration.. my heart was already set to drop module M and just concentrate on module H.. but while studying H.. my mind were thinking of M!! m was totally devasted!! m wanted to so something naughty but in the end m put off that idea and be a good ger.. aniwayz this year exams seems to be a jinx! coz it bound to have somethings wrong to happened.. 1)my seat was taken by other people twice whom they're not supposed to sit during my first 2papers.. which caused me to stand in the middle of the exam hall waiting for the examiner to check the seats No. again and with others attention on me.. 2)m nearly forgot to bring my pencil case for my 3rd paper where m quickly rush back home and take.. coz inside the pencil case has my IC and entry proof.. 3)only to realise m wrote the wrong qn no. on the answer script after my friend said theres no qn12 on the paper while leaving the hall.. the qn No. was 8 but m wrote it as 12.. (theres only 8qns on the paper) panick max and rush back to the hall and thank god they allowed me to change.. 4)hunger for the whole day for that 2papers as the blardy 7-11 @ expo dont have chopsticks for us to eat the cup noodles.. and we waited so long in the queue.. end up buy nothing.. in this month.. other than going to church.. no other activities were there for me.. m rejected my pms' nights out.. my poly's supper or movies.. and all outings.. practically staying home.. coz m dont think m have the mood to go out.. m was feeling very down and low morale.. so cant possibly ask me to use that to face my frens.. and whats worst when my NANO is spoilt and m duno how to fix it since the start of the month!! m was out of the net communicational world for this whole full month.. m was thankful that at least some of them would ask how m've been.. peiing me to walk through this darkest moment.. thanks [jl] n [kb] n [d] n [jh]'s daohuey sorri mr [m] who only calls when hes on duty.. sadly all ur calls were missed.. besides that.. m also meanie to some of my friends okizz my cats too (they slept right in front of me ON MY BED while m studying for my paper okiz!).. coz m wake them up at 5 6+ am in the morning when m cldnt get to sleep! wahaha.. m didnt know they will wake up by the msg tone mah.. hoHOz.. :P okizz alright.. thanks [u] n [y] n [b]! wahaha! oh yeah.. thanks mr [y] who reminded me to go and sleep.. n mr [a] called me at 2+am in the morning after their movies.. and indicated to come my place and chitchat.. in the end oso no have.. tsktsk well.. always look on the bright side of life.. so m choose not to think about my exams and relax my way through this holidays.. thou its sooner or later m will know it.. but m chose to know it later.. oh yeahz.. dunch ask me abt exams stuffs too.. soOOoOo.. lets get WiLD!!! :) | ||||
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