welcome me back..! my com shd be nearly done.. its been down for the past few weeks.. many things that m wanna blog about.. many displeased and disappointment that m wanna blog about.. but it isent the right time.. m shall blog it when its time.. right now.. m just cant do anithing but to wait for the right time.. wat m can say is.. DONT PUSH THE LIMITS

a sister told me that m've been in her mind for the past few weeks.. strangely.. me and this sister seldom chat about these kinda things and furthermore we've been seein each other lesser and lesser and yet..

so she asked how m i lately.. as usual m will just say "hai ke yi lo" till later then she told me abt wats in her mind tingy.. m guess its holy spirit.. its bringing another person to guide me and lead me.. and intercede for me.. m guess thats wat m need now.. theres just so many things that m cldnt handle it.. but god send ppl to pray for me and be there for me.. to help me thru..

there is so many things bottled up inside me and yet m cldnt share w anione else.. all those "secrets" that cant let others to know.. m WANTed to share but m CANT.. sometimes m just wish to blurt out every single lil things but m just held back.. why should m be so miserable when others have no guilt about their wrong doings? why should m even care so much? so many times m been wanting to give up but m cldnt.. m was forbidded..

another ting that have been bothering me is that m neglected the holy spirit's reminder regarding this evil spirit living in this person.. its been mths that holy spirit been tellin me about it and yet m do nth.. coz m didnt noe things can get so bad.. and now.. things got worsen.. *sighz*

well.. nevertheless.. m thankz god for all those things that are happening.. and thank god for sending a sister to me that m didnt even realised it.. god do miracles! issent He? hahagagaz..