*sighz* tink daddy juz slapped mua butt and ask me to wake up.. *painz* baaAAaz.. got bak results.. it wasent pleasent.. quite bad actually.. but thankx god for this results.. coz it just wake me up from the slackers' life that m leading from the start of the schoolterm.. thus.. tym to buck up dear.. but sometimes m wonder.. y does it always my first yr of school muz be so buang sia!! arghz~

uncle [ts] shared about his life and vision 2day.. tink hes tryin to relate to us ya.. m noe hes tryin to "hint" to some of us regarding serving.. vision.. studying.. blah blahz.. indirectly telling the ppl that are "involved".. advising us.. blah blah..

*paused*

as m was continuing to blog about stuffs uncle [ts] had shared.. a frenz called.. m glad he called.. but m felt bad that m couldnt do much help to him either.. man.. m wish m could be a good adviser.. encourager.. or rather a comedian to cheer ppl up.. but guess m failed totally.. m din manage to pull him out of the pit..

recently many people were troubled by love.. sometyms m wondered should m feel glad that m dont have ani of these problems or should m feel sad to realise that m was acutally not being loved? people alwayz asked me "how cum eu still dun have bf huhz??" -.- how answer sia.. "mei ren yao loz.." (nobody wans) sometimes m yearned to be loved.. to be cared.. by Mr. Right but when m tink of the potential problems that gona occur in the relationships.. *sighz* it makes me feel lucky that m dont have these kinda problems or worries? but m thank daddy for giving me with frenz that love and care for me.. mayb He thinks that m still not suitable to be in relationships.. haha.. but afterall.. FRIENDS are my greatest blessings!! ^^

sometimes m worried that m've missed the "bus" or m din grab the chance properly.. but m tink m just worryin too much.. m believe daddy will provide a good one for me.. and if it meant to be yours.. it WILL be yours.. it just that it make takes a longer tym to be yours ya.. ^^ thankz god m dun have ani BGR problems.. it wasent really a pleasent week for me.. coz of my results.. of my frenz problems.. n m stressed out for sunday's service.. ba.. coz m duno how to play d fast songs? but nevertheless.. let god take over me..

baz~ its gettin bery late! m sleepy.. n m tink m lyk that junyang from superstarz.. hahagagaz m saw him in mrt b4 ya.. ^^ hes cute..

slack no more