oh my.. m got a confession to make! and m getting crazy! m've told a white lie.. yeah yeah.. m hate liars yet m doing wat a liar does.. and becoz of that incident.. m was made to tell white lies.. =( Lord.. please help me outa this mess.. m dowan to be linked inside it.. gimme back my ignorance.. dun ask me anything.. and m've warned them b4.. and see.. now things are getting more serious..

story goes like this..

[a] called up me and asked about something regarding [h] & [e].. m said duno.. thou m did withnessed some of the unusal things happening.. but coz m din ask or clarify things w the parties involved so m dun want to like any how say things or mayb m will ended up saying the wrong things and caused ppl thinkin that m bad-mouthing or sabotage them.. thus m said m duno anything.. [a] was suspecting about something on between [h] & [e].. [a] even named me some of the incidents that made [a] getting suspicious.. thus [a] was like asking if m noe anything? [a]'s too was concerning about [e]..

later on.. [b] came.. and asked me if m noe whats the purpose of meeting up.. obviously m've knew the purpose and yet m told [b] m duno.. coz m wasent sure if issit convienence to say it out not.. coz if m say it out.. m like betraying the person.. ah.. m really felt uneasy spirit moving inside my body.. and m seriously not feeling good.. no peace..

seriously why should m bother about that [h] & [e] when m said m dun gif a damn? it seems like m not the only one whos concerning about this case.. but yet in order to cover for them.. m lied for the sake.. -.- gosh.. its not that we wanna control ur life or something.. it just that we wanna guide you thru..

in the end.. m chose to be ignorance for both.. duno is the best answer to them.. but both [a] & [b] are my dears.. its not good to lie to your dearest.. or is there any better ideas for me to solve it? m seriously dun like to lie.. m feel uncomfortable.. m feel butterflies in the stomach flyin around.. =( somebody guide me please.. m i helping them or m i doing harm to [h] & [e] by hiding the truth?

oh yeah.. to all my dear friends.. regarding my previous entries.. no worries.. its not about me.. =)