see? see? eu noe the feeling of being lied by others.. bt eu doin the same ting to others.. and now.. eu see the results.. ppl are disappointed in you! eu made them sad.. eu made them upset.. and that makes urself sad too =..(

m really sorry that m lied to mua dears.. and m made them disappointed in me.. to think that we've been knowing each other for so long and yet they are disappointed in me for not trusting them enuff to tell them the truth..

as m said.. once lied.. never will eu ever can turn back againz.. the bridge of trust is broken just becoz of that lie.. "sorry" word wun mend the crack for eu.. it just stay there.. m seriously din mean it that way..

m made ppl feeling low.. m made ppl disappointed.. m din give enuff support to mua dears.. whats wrong with me?! why cant m just say out everything? tell me whats more impt? promises or truth? would eu rather break the promises or would you rather lie..

m hate to be in this kinda of situation.. m dowan to be in the middle of no where.. m dowan to be inside this mess.. m hate it when m dun have the courage to speak up..