sighz.. monday.. [m] asked if m interested to do a part tym job at nus selling laptop nt.. the pay was qutie attractive.. so m agreed.. bt m nida go dwn to the recruit express and take dwn all mua particulars.. bt when m went dwn.. tat lady said the job is taken.. and ask if m interested in another jobz which is at RP.. blah blah blahz.. soOo.. m said okizz.. she asked me to go bak and wait for her call..

strange.. m dun feel peace at all luking for these jobs.. m duno y? mayb coz of mua papa? papa had discharged from amk hospital since last sat.. yup yupz.. ppl myte tink tat m loboing at home.. got nothing to do.. eu are wrong! who says m loboin! m luking afta mua papa!! m juz lyk the "nurse" =) m hafta take care of his 3meals and attending to all his needs all that.. and m tink his back is giving him probs againz.. which made him weak to walk ard.. nw he nids a walking stick to help him walk ard and a roller chair to move ard the hse.. *sighz* m bought a hot pax.. (a bag which puts hot water into it) for papa so tat he can lie unto it.. and relieve the stiffness on his back..

tat nyte.. m was still tinkin of if m go out workz.. wats gona happened.. wats the plan at home.. whos buying meals all tat.. eu noe.. m not feeling peace at all.. and at one pt of tym.. m was lyk prayin tat m wun get the job.. soOo yest the recruit agency keep calling me if m interested in this job.. interested in tat job.. blah blah blahz.. and m juz told her.. to put mua application on hold.. coz m dun tink m convenience to luk for a job nw.. its lyk.. if m not ard the hse.. whos gona luk afta papa and take care of his 3meals? m nt juz saying abt the breakfast lunch dinners.. mua papa cant go hungry.. if nt he will feel giddy agianz? he nids to keep his stomach filled at all tyms?

yeahz.. m noe.. both mua bros are working.. esp mua 1st bro.. hes workin in shifts.. sumtyms he works until late nyte.. 2nd bro oso bz ya.. given the condition if mua papa was perfectly well.. m definitely luk up for jobs.. m mean.. who will nt wan to earn marnee?!? esp nw m soOo broke! T_T of coz m wld lyk to earn sum xtra marnee ryte? m was lyk tinkin.. is der any home based job tat m can work at hm de.. geez bt tink m dreaming.. *sighz*