like what [k] have said.. people made mistake and they move on.. yupz.. m've moved on but have others move? it dosent seems to me.. m found out that m was left out for some stuffs that are m tot suppose to do together.. but in the end it was carried out without me and m was not even informed.. *sighz* if you think that you are hurt.. then what about me? haven m let it go times afta times even though eu've hurt me? but thats past.. m wun mention it againz..

[a] blames me for no trust.. [b] blames me for no helping.. m blames myself for the mess m've created.. m was sorried but it was useless.. cant ur just stand in mua place and see the difficult position that m in? so are you saying m should have break my promise w [b] and tell eu the whole story to earn your trust? arent breaking promises means breaking the trust between m & [b]? m trust eu.. but m have my difficulties of telling you.. just like eu cant share some of your personal life.. and knowing me for so many years.. you should have know that m a type of person who don't usually speak up.. and yet eu keep blaming me for not opening it to you.. not trusting you enuff to tell you wats wrong.. m know you care.. but m just simply .. .. .. arghz!

m only lied on the part where m said "duno" the rest are all truth.. m din confront them neither do m ask them about the stuffs.. its thru all by my side here.. and since you came to know about it.. m giving them another chance to tell the truth themselves.. coz m had enuff of their lies and lies and lies.. if they still continue to lie.. thats when m will be revealing all the things out to you.. but you just look on the part that m lied..

to all that are in.. always remember that whatever you do.. you are accountable to god.. we might not see it in flesh.. we might not even know what you've been doing.. doing the wrong things.. we might not even know if you keep telling lies etc.. but god knows it all.. and when the day come.. you will be judged

well.. m did some soul searching.. m did what m've done.. m apologised and since it was still not really accepted.. thats nothing m can do.. m strongly believe what Purpose Driven Life had taught.. "if the person had hurt you, pray to god.. god will either change that person or He might change you.." m've seen the changes.. really..

oh yeahz.. m cant tag my tagbox for goodness sake!! argh it said cookies unactivated.. but m've tried numberous time to get it activated but its still cant work.. arghz!! anyone knows how to activate it?