oh my oh my.. hillsong conference!! m haf a chance to go hillsong conference in austiez! m been dreamin of tat.. n it finally cum.. yeahz.. its in july.. church is susidyin.. n we only nida pay 4 our transportation fee n meals? ermz.. n sum expenses.. yeah yeahz.. bt bt.. ders stil hesitation in mua heart.. shd m go or shd m not..

1)papa stil nt feelin well.. will he get betta by the tym m go over? m'll be away 4 1wk+.. will he recover by den? if nt whos gona stay n luk afta him? bros all nida work wo.. hope he can get well soon hurz.. =/

2)marnee marnee marnee $$$$$.. zzz marnee nt enuff.. wher to pop out marnee!! thou its damn dirt cheap when d church is payin all d tings.. only nida pay 4 transportation n meals.. bt.. m tink der xpenses oso quite high yaz?!

these 2 items are the biggest issues in mua heart which stopped me frm goin over.. if nt.. m sure straight away agreed!! *sighz* m cant wait 4 nex yr.. who noes if nex yr we wun b tat lucky animore? hahagagaz.. m seriously hope m can go over.. m wan to attend to conference! m REALLY wan!! well.. [s] oready spoken 2 her boss abt taking leaves.. and shes granted.. left [e].. bt m tink her chances bery slim..

dearest daddy.. if its ur will to lemme go over.. gimme assurance n gif papa health in good shape.. lemme go w a peaceful heart.. knowing that everyting is under control.. daddy.. bless [e] so tat she wld be able to take leaves too.. to join this conference.. daddy.. if its ur will to let d 3 of us to go over togetha.. let us go w one heart.. thank eu for givin us this chances for us.. daddy.. eu'll b deciding for us to go or not.. gona leave everytin to eu ya.. geez hope eu gimme the answer soon! coz d church ppl waitin for our answer tml le.. >.<