hmm.. so is bloggin good? m could only say.. bloggin is the my way of xpressing muaself..? who noes me ultimately? issit those whom m saw everyday or often get-2-hang-out fellows? no.. seriously no.. m could say only those who read mua blog noes wats gg on in my life.. wat m gg thru.. eu noe.. when m din turn up 4 sum events.. dey understand.. dey noe wat had happened.. coz dey read my blog.. juz lyk jiemin.. haha.. m so surprised he actually reads mua blog.. to tink tat we only c one another once in d blue moon?

m was upset that sum frenz mistook me as dun trust dem.. dowan to share w dem.. n to tink tat we've been hangin out for so long? =..( mayb m juz take dem for granted.. xpectin dey wld understand.. n coz dey no read mua blog.. n dey duno wats happening? ha.. bt m duno hw to tell dem.. =..(

yeah.. its true m dun open up to others.. m duno hw to express myself well in front of others.. m nida tink alot b4 m speaks.. thats when bloggin cums in.. wher m juz "splash" all the tots m haf.. updating wats goin on.. online.. m dun really speak up when m haf problems.. its nt that m dun trust eu.. dowan to share w eu.. m juz duno wat to say.. when m duno wat to say.. n all those -ve tots keep cumin in.. eu'll only c a tearful mute cyn.. =..( which m dowan tat to happened.. m dun lyk to cry in front of mua frenz.. m cries only when m alone.. bt bloggin is different.. m myte b cryin while bloggin.. bt ppl wun get to see nor dey ever noe.. still ppl get to noe wats happenin in my life.. eu'll b amazed m chat more online dan in real person.. m wld lyk to share w eu mua problems.. bt onlining to share my prob wld b a betta way for me.. juz lyk when mua frenz msged me in MSN askin me wats wrong.. n m juz simply can type it out.. its abt tis .. abt tat.. m noe mayb sum wld tink tat face-2-face tok is betta.. haha.. bt m shy? ha..

m noe m weird.. m noe m acting weirdly.. m cry easily.. m hurt even to the slightest tingy.. isolates muaself frm others.. mayb coz given to d situations m facing nw..

m noe alot of mua frenz cared.. m really appreciated it.. =) dey cracked jokes.. lendin shoulders n ears? ha.. n thanx markie! its been LONG since m went out.. since thurs? had a late nyte supper w him.. d only tym m can cum out freely.. ha.. tink tats wat m needed.. so nice of him.. aniwaz.. mua frenz.. thankx 4 bein der 4 me.. m s0 glad to haf ur.. =)