hmm.. can christian visit psychologist? eu noe.. those doctors.. who analsys eu.. sumtym m juz feel lyk visitin one.. pouring out all those tat m cldnt brin it out issues.. get a no-body stranger n tel dem all d vexes m haf.. blah blah blahz.. m tired.. coz m tink tokin 2 a stranger its betta den close frenz.. coz d stranger duno anitin abt ur frenz.. dey wun tink tat eu r bakstabbin or wat.. sumtyms m tink m problematic.. sumtyms m have weird tinkin ya.. ppl said m tink too much.. worry too much.. worry 4 those unncessary tings.. so m tink m nida a mental doc..? let dem analsys wat xactly was wrong w mua or wat m sufferin frm.. haz!

m noe m noe.. god owaz say.. if ur frenz hurt eu.. tel dem str8.. bt m juz cldnt bring it out.. hmmz.. tats a bery bad point of mua.. coz m a quiet person.. m wld rather stay quiet n let d tings pass dan blow up d tings.. one of d reasons tat m dun wish 2 speak up.. coz ur mouth is d most vicious weapon yaz.. once d words r out.. eu cant tk it bak esp when eu hurt sum1.. d scars will b stil der.. tats y m'll b quiet.. m dowan to regret wat m've said 2 hurt mua frenz.. m noe its bad tinkin of mine.. m noe.. bt bt.. hahagagaz.. m juz contridictin..

m wasent feelin good.. m felt lyk m a bad guy.. m tink m d main culprit of everytin.. d feelin of 'cant-tel-anione' or was even worst! m hate tat kinda feelin.. cr8ing butterflies in d stomach.. shall juz catch it n put into frame.. *lamez hahaz!* well well.. juz gona b quiet.. shut mua mouth up.. dun tok unnecessary.. blah blah blahz.. aiyaz juz leave everytin unto god's precious hand.. he wil take care of everyting yaz? for thru him.. notin is impossible! amenx! prayer is d most precious weapon god've given it 2 mua.. :) m shall fast n pray 4 all d unpleasent tingy tat happened n of coz mua sins yaz? especially 4 all mua dear bros n sistas.. eu noe m love ur lotsa.. :) hope to c sum miracles.. *btw daddy.. pls chase away all d butterflies in mua stomach yaz.. d feelin wasent good.. tsktskz thanx! lOlx* *m i consolin muaself?? -ponders- :..( m was really nt feelin good*

oh yeahz.. juz 2 share sum testimonies.. praise d lord.. 2day was gona b late 4 gym.. n we hafta tk d shuttle bus in.. which d waitin tym 4 d bus was so damn long.. bt praise d lord.. while we walkin towards d busstop.. we prayin tat d bus will cum fasterly ya.. afta a few mins.. d bus came!! yeahz.. it was really juz a few mins afta we prayed 2 d lord.. hahagagaz! thanx daddy!